Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim.......Today, at this moment...i'm actually writing a blog...i say congratulations to myself!! Something I've wanted to do for so very long now, but never jumped onto it. I should 'Just do it" when i had the chance, a lot actually.
I'm never the writer, but i do love reading...anything from love stories to parenting and motivational books. Now with 3 gals under my command, reading has become less the effort and priority. Imagine 3 gals who can never have enuff of you.... Well, I'm not complaining, instead loving every moment of it. I'm their abah and umi at the same time...who can blame them for resorting to me for almost everything from their curious mind to tantrums. Hahh....isn't parenting wonderful or what!!!
Today, on the way to school, they were excited that tonite we are gonna take a bus to Ipoh, some 2:30 hrs journey up north. The hooray would be the "taking off from school tomorrow"...something they rarely got to do unless i need to bring them outstation! This time, we are taking a bus.....hmmm!!!
My second gal...Ms. Qeesh was rather quiet in the car, i realized. Didn't want to ask why, sensing her being tired from waking up early today.. Out of a sudden, she popped up a question that i have forgotten for quite a long time now......"Umi, why did u and abah got a divorce, but still talking to each other?" Ooh, ooh....am i suppose to answer this now? Being the like-to-elobarate me, i told her about the not aggreeing to the same thing.. bla... bla... bla and ended it with "the important thing is that both of us love u gals very2 much and it's never any of your fault". She looks satistfied, but i know that's not enuff.... There'll be such questions popping out again sometime, somewhere, somehow.......
We salam, kissed and hugged to part infront of the school gate.....I waited till they are inside and deep in my heart ...i know they are gonna be fine, both Ms. Qeesh and her sister, Ms. Syeera............ Allah knows best.....
Next stop is to Ms. Caca, my third gal's kindy. She's 6 this Dec.... A bit manja, but full of energy.... She too bid farewell with the usual reminder to Umi.."Ambil Caca cepat tau...luv u Umi....very much!!"
I'm blessed with 3 beautiful and happy gals, a supportive family, a good job that i enjoy (but sometimes can't helped to be stressed about!), great friends whom i know are alwiz supporting me, clear conscious on what is gud and bad and positive outlook to life...I can only thank Allah the All Mighty for all his rahmat and tests on me.....Ameen.....
